Blind Feelings

I feel like Im standing in the middle of a room with people bustling around. Maybe somewhere like Panera. Im blindfolded and holding a jar full of marbles. My marbles.

Something tipped the jar and all the marbles spilled out. Now my jar is empty. But I can hear the marbles rolling on the wood floor.

I cant see them so I cant reach to pick them up.

So do I drop the jar and let it smash into pieces on the wood floor...
Or do I fill the jar with something else?